Thursday, March 12, 2009

Brandon Lee, Porn Star


Thursday, March 12, 2009


BRANDON LEE, PORN STAR


By Philip Cairns


Copyright 2009 by Philip Cairns

The luscious gay Asian porn star got into his car
After finishing his stage show in the city of Scottsdale, Arizona.
He took his stage name from Brandon Lee, the deceased Action star that died in a freak accident on a movie set.
Smooth-skinned muscles, taut 6 pack abs, full kissable lips and a sweet baby face.
The play, titled “Take Me Out”, was one of those soft core shows with a provocative title
And acres of male flesh
That appealed to well-off, middle aged gay couples.

In the dressing room, Brandon said goodnight to the cast
Then exited the stage door.
Several of the actors had an enormous crush on him.
There was usually a small crowd of male fans waiting outside for an autograph.
He drove by himself to a nearby roadside diner for a bite before going home to his budget motel.
He just felt like being alone with his thoughts.
It had been a long day.
Brandon was usually so high on adrenalin, after all that applause and adulation,
That he had trouble falling asleep until 3 or 4 a.m.
He liked to sleep late then work out in the tiny gym beside the motel’s office.

Into the blue Toyota Tacoma, the one that porn appearances paid for,
To drive home.
Then everything fell apart.
Time accelerated.
The brown pickup truck followed him out of the parking lot onto the highway.
At first, Brandon wasn’t even aware of it
But it kept crowding him on the deserted freeway
Until his car, his pride and joy, ended up in the ditch.
4 guys got out of the truck, surrounded his car,
Dragged him into the bushes and beat the crap out of him.

Fist into flesh. Brawn into bone.
Blue bruises, snot and blood running down a chin.
Swollen cheekbones, half-closed puffy eyes.
Intense, blinding pain.
Homophobia, racism, irrational anger.
Macho bullshit.
The thugs then set his car on fire and sped away.
Screeching tires and jeering laughter.
The ignorance of tiny brains and small minds.

Brandon awoke on a paramedic’s gurney.
His beauty was not irreparably damaged.
Were the yahoos offended by the gay content of the Nearly Naked Theatre’s production?
What goes through the minds of such people?
One thinks of the end of the classic biker film, “Easy Rider”,
When the two hippies are shot and killed by the small town bigots.

The Asian man’s attackers were never found.
I see pictures, now, of Brandon smiling,
Showing off his latest dessert creations on the Net.
(Brandon retired from porn and became a pastry chef.
Ya gotta eat and you can’t do porn forever, especially gay porn.
There are a lot of ugly straight male porn stars but, in gay porn,
You’ve gotta be buff and pretty, generally speaking.)

Brandon Lee (real name Jon) started out in porn at the age of 18
Looking sweet and innocent.
Now, he’s 30 with tattoos all over which gives him a tough appearance.
I want to cry when I see his picture,
Thinking about such a brutal attack.
The perpetrators were never found.
There were no broken bones or internal injuries
And Brandon was released from hospital the next morning.

Did this attack colour his perceptions of the world?
Does he still think about it?
I want to cradle him to my chest and soothe him to sleep,
Like an over-protective mother.
But we’ve never met.
We don’t even live in the same country.

Flesh touches soft flesh.
A wet tongue flicks against a hard nipple.
Hands caress a taut belly.
Strong emotions flood out into the atmosphere.
Two souls unite in an act of intense love and lust.
Pink skin rubs frenetically against yellow.
A caring hand moves slowly across a smooth cheek.
Love breaks down prejudices and barriers.
Fantasies smooth over and unruffle the bleakness of reality.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

pastry chef? nice!